Sunday, March 1, 2009

Hurt

Just yesterday i got to hear a few words that were said to me and I am surprised that how quickly rejection sensitivity and/or stress can kick in. I sat alone all morning retrospecting the things that affect me and my life and ended up being more confused.I deduce from my own retrospection that I suffer from "Low Self Esteem"

Many people have a good self-esteem. They have a great deal of inner confidence. They know who they are and any sort of negativity would not internally affect them. They would have just pressed the ignore button and continued on with their life. Many of you can do that and many cannot me included.

One can apply this to many situations in life. Do you ever say to yourself: Why do I become upset or stressed so easily where others do not? Why does it take so little to make me cry? People say I worry too much. I get angry quickly and easily. People have said they have to walk on eggshells around me. I can go from one mood to another in a matter of seconds. All it takes is just one instant of rejection and I'm on a downer. Even though I know in my head that I am over reacting and this is silly, I can't help my feelings. Just the thought of rejection frightens me. I know I am a good person but when people say bad things about me, it still hurts even why I know they are wrong.

I have put forward a foreword on this topic and I would appreciate each one of you who has read this topic to put in his/her views.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I know this doesn't make sense here but you're beautiful.